Some people have come into the opinion that there has to be pain. This is not so. There can be pain but it isn't an imperative. Most activations are quite joyous. If you resist the infusion then pain can be had. If there is some part of you that believes there "must" be pain then you may set your self up for that experience.
Most of what you may read or information that you may acquire about the Kundalini will often come from the horror stories surrounding it. This is what people seem to remember the most - the pain. This information is typically from those that have not activated the Kundalini or have followed that activation into a full awakening. It is still somewhat rare.
When people activate the Kundalini by use of drugs or plants and have not conditioned the body for the effects of what is going to happen to the body, and the emotions, and the psychology, of the person they can have severe pain and possibly just go nuts. We don’t do that here.
It is a very strong and life changing event to be sure. It is a permanent change. It is a wonderful and blissful and joyful feeling everyday of your life! So many new horizons and experiences that are beauty beyond imagination and connections so strong and so true the body can only convulse with love. It is that strong. Love is what you feel. Love for all things and all of creation. Love is what is felt and why the Kundalini is sought because it is a love beyond the physical expressions. Beyond the emotional and into that which can only be described as divine.
The five sense world we live in is very different from what you can be exposed to with the Kundalini. To say the least it can be strange and weird and sometimes frightening. Most of the scary issues are those that you bring however, not provided by the K but definitely amplified by the K.
Physical manifestations abound and cannot be traced to a physical causation. This makes them an unknown and therefore frightening. Having accidental access to other peoples thoughts can be very confusing especially if you come around those who have committed unfortunate events.
Yet the other side of the coin is in the immensity of joy that is experienced and unifying love for all creation. The realization that all creation is a variation of the expression of love. The experience of the divinity of love and its qualities of boundless acceptance and serenity.
If you are here then perhaps it is time for you to walk this path. - blessings - chrism
Love is what you feel. Love for all things and all of creation. Love is what is felt and why the Kundalini is sought because it is a love beyond the physical expressions.